January 19, 2009

Struggling with my experiment

Pffff.... The day is getting harder and harder. Not because the weather, not because my personal "homesick" feeling, not because I'm getting bored. But, because my time is almost end.
No such exciting results, no wonderful graphs, no amazing data.
Do I did something wrong? I think I was doing everything as what it should. I know that there will be mistakes in every experiments but I try to learn from the mistakes and correct it.
Sometimes I feel really under pressure. Even no one push me to work that hard, but myself want me to do. Sometimes I really afraid making a mistake, I work very carefully. Let say a bit time consuming, but since it doesn't against the rule, I'm sure that I have permission to do it.
My department provide me everything I need to run my experiment, so facilities won't be a reason for "not good" results.

Time is other thing, I have only 1,5 months left. Still lot of things to do. Hhhhh... Can I make it?
My bosses said that the thing is I learn something from what I've done and those "things" I should share with my collegue when I back home to my office.
A friend of mine told me that being in this phase, I should really try to enjoy everything in front of me, otherwise I will down.
Robb, tell me what should I do?

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