The playlist

Here I am in my small room. Well, actually this is not my own room. I rent it. And it’s not small ;-) I can feel that’s hot outside. Maybe the sun is happy today, so it’s strongly shining.

The last time you fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don’t mind
(This is The Last Time by Keane)

I listen to my music playlist. The same playlist that I usually listened when I wasn’t here. I try to remember what I did that time. What I thought. What I felt. To whom I was in love. What I wondered my future will be.
I can see it clearly. My room, with a white heater attached to my wall. The window, where I can saw d’Bongerd field. It was in white when it covered with snow, in green when it shined by the sun, in grey when it showered by rain. Five small pots with three pink flower and three green one. My bed where I laid all my tiny friends. My brown sofa. My carpet. I can see them very clear. I remember the weekend, when I spent my time enjoying this music while cleaned up my room.

Someday they'll find your small town world. On a big town avenue
Gonna make you like the way they talk when they're talking to you
Gonna make you break out of your shell coz they tell you to
Gonna make you like the way they lie better than the truth
…….
You're just one more hand me down
Coz no one's tried to give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down
I am with you now
(Hands Me Down by Matchbox Twenty)

At that time, all about me was only my family. At that time, I never tried to really make my self happy. I was too afraid. That was too much tears I’ve been waste and I was not brave enough to start something new. I was never imagined before, that I will be in this stage.

You’re a falling star
You’re the line in the sand, when I go too far
You’re the perfect thing to see
Coz you can see it when I look at you
……
And in this crazy life, through these crazy times
It’s you it’s you. You make me sing
You’re every line. You’re every word. You’re everything
(Everything by Michael Bubble)

I met you. Then start to know you, like you and crazily in love with you. I never thought about it before. I never had the picture of you before.

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
…..
They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say good bye
I wish we had a one more kiss
I’ll wait for you, I promise you, I will
(Lucky by Jason Mraz feat. Cobie Calliat)

I listen to the same playlist where I am in the different stage of my life. Maybe someday I will listen this playlist in other stages of my life.