it's all fake

it's all about fake
i dont really want to say bout this
but i cant keep it myself
all these times, for this two years were only a fake
nothing came from someone's heart
it's all happened just because the need
not because of love

now im really miss my family
my REAL friends, those who previously a stranger which became my family
those who really understand what love is, what friendship is
those who really appreciate a brotherhood
those who really care to me even we did not come from the same blood

i really want to escape from here
finish all these things
and forget everything
nothing priceless that i should remember

why we're too far mom, dad, lu
i need to feel your hugs
i need to see you're all laughing
or just lying in our bed and talking something funny

i count the day
almost for months left
and i hope the coming days will go faster than it usually
from now on i'll try to change myself
there's no need for me anymore to be a nice person, to be a kind friend,
no more
the coming for months left are for me, only for myself
i promise!!!!!